He pulled me back into all of his shit again. How is it that someone who put you through such a hard time, made you feel used CAN CHANGE YOU INTO FEELING GUILTY FOR GIVING THEM THE BITCH OUT THEY DESERVE! HE told me that he had 'forgotten' what day i left and that why he went to Oregon, thats weird cause i only told you A MILLLION TIMES! DAMNIT, i even feel jealous SO jealous of her. now i feel shitty. i dont think that we're gonna talk to each other again. so SCREW HIM. Im gonna get a hot European guy ....and then YEAH.


Oh and im posting about my trip on myspace, so that why this has barely any, sorry.